ii dont wish that things will be so complicated. its getting more and more complicated.
ii also dont expect things to be liddat. its so far from what ii expect/ wish. ii simply just want a normal life. ii didnt blame anyone yea? just thinking that why ii will have the same problems once and once again. wanted to have a good relationship that ii had been waiting for so long.
im happy, to be with him. yea? and theres only one person (among friends)that will almost understand my feeling. hahas. just hope you all will understand.
ii just wanna be myself.