waa... tired sia... today went out with da jie n mum.. to novena square..
ii saw e international buffet... it remind to of mdm seb...hahax
wearin jie de shoe...abit high... pain... thinks bcos its too small ba... hahax..
at novena... ii saw reb they all... think gt reb , dan , jeff , pei ying n reb de cousin..hahax...if im nt wrong is they lahs... hahax...
after tat went to amk hub with mama to find papa ... leg pain...but after tat go find shoe to wear... walk whole amk hub...don hab... all e way go to hougang mall buy... dots.
tired tired tired...hahax

hey hey...im back... hahax... xue.. comin back to update my blog le oh... hahax... jus now went to kbox with my da jie..till abt 4 liddat... we extand from 2 to 4. hahax..
wa lao...they din tell us 'last song le' straight away stop after a song finish..hahax... lim uncle lohx...
din work... aiyo eh...
hao la... now upload some of our pic during gentin ba..hahax...



malaysia


on the way to gentin (keep takin pic with they all sia)





finally reach le[at GICC] still zi lianin
realise tat food at ther turn out to be liddat...like goin to burst..hahax


hehex..wearin tie goin to openin ceremony
tis is the feng jin ther... cool... like it..hahax




shoppin tym!!!






the end~

hahax...jus back from gentin not long ago... hmm... 5days 4 night de...
it was soo fun man... but when ther de first day jiu miss my home le sia... hahax... goin back home de first day oso miss gentin... so complicated...hahax...
we when ther...takin jurong bird park de bus...lol ...stayin in e first world hotel...not bad actually, its onli e room is too small le... should be more bigger..hahax... n we had all our meal in first world cafe... e dinner in first day was so awful... not nice... all e food was soo cold... after havin e buffet for e first 4 day ,at least gt 1 ppl went to e toilet blar blar blar... uu shld noe wat ii mean ba...hahax...

it was quite an excitin competition ...many of the them was very pro.... my god...hahax... but e result was out on thur...we gt a gold... hahax... yea... hooray hooray...n almos all e day when we hab tym we will go shoppin... ii brought lot of things sia... so happy^^
durin thur we went to theme park.... but e weather was bad...rain le jiu gt wu... after tat jiu rain again ....sob... we din play much.... waste money sia... but overall... it was quite a happy memory... its pity tat ms tan nv go... opps ii mean mdm tan... if not it will be fun... pic ii will post next tym...hahax...

this are e pics took durin class chalet... hahax... din get e chance to take pics with others sia... lols.

hahax... jus came back from dance not long... nowadays hab quite tough de trainin durin dance..
due to the competition on 4th dec in gentin^^ Omg... yea...goin to gentin again le...with fren somemore lehx... hope it will be quite fun! but the case now is different le.. now is goin ther for workshop n competition le... not onli shoppin n playin oh... HAHA! lookin forward again le...
goin to plan wat tp brin , wat to wear , wat n do ,etc. hahax ... but very sad.. 'mdm' tan(we r still callin her ms tan) is not goin... she hav lesson in school... sad.. but sure!we will try our best to do well!! everyone jia you!!
jus now when to read xue n yee joo de blog.. ii realise tat they hab wrote a long.... passage of things happenin in chalet sia.. waoho... hahax ^^ ii oso write abit too bax..
hm... hm.... actually is really fun la...fun fun fun... hm.... cos tis week everyday dance, so durin morin ii when for dance.. on the way to meet huiyu for breakfast,when im still on bus.. ii realise tat ther was a caterpillar on a lady de hand... omg.. she screams n throw it on the floor... so er xin lehx.. ee.. can uu imagin the difference of a worm n a caterpillar crawin... yucks.. its head n end is brown n e middle is black n white ...jus like a zebra..haha.. after again saw bee...follow by mosquito... omg! wat happen to mii...hahax..
when we reach chalet... there were a few ppl there onli...onli near to evenin den many ppl came... mi n xue were playin jo de psp..so fun sia... ii like it... couldnt stop playin..durin night,we went to arcade play step mania basketball n mario de car racin wat ii noe is actually im not quite gud in basketball hahax...aiyo...e rest...don wanna say le... mii now hao sian lehx... see first bax... hahax

hahax... hav so much fun durin e class chalet... so happy sia...
at least nv waste my money too le... ya lohx... cos ii seldom tok to my classmate in class le... tat tym finally got tok more with them... aiya... too many things happen le... suddenly donno how to say now... read my blog de, mos should noe wat happen bax.... hahax..
now finally finally give up le bax...
than ii abit realise... ii have notice another guy.. in my class .. 's' hahax... ii give him de nick in blog... think none of uu will noe is hu bax... hahax... he is quite funny de... ii abit will zai yi ta le... but ii scare will like e past.... e one ii like always will not like mii de... always liddat... tis wat ii scare...
ii think you yuan de ren... will c all this bax...hahax... wish tat my new hope will come soon..

aiyo... sian dao~ hai wo chun ze yang formal..
tot today noe can pass e interview ma.. but den jus now all~ the way go vivo interview..end up lehx... apply e form wait for call... aiyo aiyo aiaiyo..hai hai hai~
hahax.. funny.. hey hey.. good news sia.. my voice finally come back le.. recoverin liao... can sing n shout.. muahaha...
hmm... ii think ii still gt many many show wanna watch ba..jus now go vcd de shop...waoh.... but wat?? cannot buy sia... so ex... ya hor.. many kinds of donuts de shop... ii think sooner or later jiu bu liu xing le ba..hahax... even compass oso gt...
hahax... ii go watch youtube loh~ buai

though its truth tat im lettin go le lar... mos of it...
sendin him e last message ther... but izzit it too much tat u even reply oso don wan???!
though still will be sad abit... but really... u are too much !!!
cant jus be fren meh?? hai.. ben dan ah... wan to hab lesser fren ... hahaha
hao tired lehx...
sick now... alone at home still...hehex... next tym den continue le ba... buai ^^

today nv work.. hahax... jiu hao hao stay at home rest bax...
sick now =_= sore throat... can swallow too many things sia..
hmmm... actually is anything oso bu xiang eat bax... hahaha...
pain lehx... hahax...
next mon jiu shi class chalet le...donno fun ma..hahax..
ii wan ride bicycle sia... hahax... bicycle bicycle!!!

hao tired ohh.... today wake up so early... (jus to go for dentist!!!)
very painful sia...hahax... somemore mornin rainin so heavy... nan de ii gt brin umbrella... hahaha....
after tat go da yi de hse... playin with baby... so naughty sia... like to bite things.. especially button bag n our hair too!! hahax... >.<

hahax... now finally can upload pic to com le... thx to jie bax... hahax...
now can put pic now... won b so sian le ba!!

Hey!! change le blogskin .. how?? nicer mah?? hahax...
now holiday le... hao sian oh... workin in kfc sometime very tired... second job hao neh? ting!!!

hahax... like fei lun hai more le oh... like their songs too.. hao shuai oh!!!
now mii not so stress le... the day b4 ii took out e keychain ii buy for us from my hp... cc liddat can forget him not.. can c tat me bi jiao qing shong.. hmm... better ba... at least ii kan kai abit more le... hahax..
hehex... prefer tis blogskin than last tym de...won be so dull ba..
like zhong ji yi jia de song!!
♥出神入化
♥不会爱
♥呜拉巴哈
♥够爱
♥愿意不爱你
♥你是我所有的回忆
♥在水一方

hahax... today finally is last day of sch... no more wakin up for sch anymore!!! yea... hahax
today jus finish watchin zhong ji yi jia... its so cool so nice sia... mus go watch oh... though it hab 55 ep. , but ii think its worth it! now im goin to watch zhong ji yi ban le oh...
now findin one more job... hahax... wish can find it sia... faster faster... say until job.... it remind mii of kfc today... haix... gettin to one star staff is so stress... jus now onli jus hab a mistake... sir jiu say tat as a one star staff, ii shld not make mistake to cos customer complain... this make mii so sad... rather to be a normal staff... as least if make mistake ppl won take it so seriously... nvm la... its over le... at least huiyu n shifu jus now gt an wei mii... hahax...

hahax... so excited sia... during holiday may be goin to a few place...hmmm....
gentin?? kfc gartherin n class chalet??? but onli class chalet donno can stay overnight at ther a not... hope can... very ex lehx... $18... hahax... if our class oso gt class tee jiu hao... 4 yrs le stilll don hab...
hahax... jus now afternoon go dua yi de hse... ii play with his grandson 'yi ming' very cute de... but very naughty ..everything oso wanna bite...hahax... oh ya horx... baby bites almost everything de... even my handphone wanna bite sia...
haix.. actually now think abt it, maybe he is my dream guy... tat means izzit tat we r impossible to be together again?? jus hope can... if ii donno abt his thing, maybe will slowly forget my feelin towards him... but ii oso wish to be updated n at least ii still wish to be fren with him... maybe tat period tat we r together is jus a dream... very wonderful de dream for mii... its the best present for my bday this year... jus 'thank you' ... though wish to be with uu, ii noe its impossible for uu again... ii will try to give up bit by bit now... ii mean try ah... give up with no regrets...

today de mood not so gud oh.. so if de jui anyone pls don blame mii... hehex... paiseh ah... not ii wan de ah... this few day jus will hab bad mood bax... somemore still nid to go sch for 'o' lvl next year... idiot... hahax... xP
hmmm.... ytd jus quarrel with er jie... very long nv quarrel till liddat le... think it is quite serious bax... there is a little bit of changes between us le... ii can c de... like do things stranger stranger liddat liao le lohx...
den now for him ii donno wanna give up a not le... wish to give up but obviously when ii see him ii will hab like him back de feelin again... no matter how bad he is... haix... msg him jus to care abt him... yet he donno wanna reply... send 3 msg but he reply none...sad.. really hope tat he noe wat am ii thinkin n he will understand mii..

aiyo... very fan lehx today... cos very long nv log in to check my e-mail... no matter wat ii key, ii cannot sign in to check my e-mail... siao liao... cannot check e-mail... both my e-mail acc cannot log in sia... idiot..
haix... his thing.... nowadays always always always think abt his thing... ytd nitex had very gud dream... dream tat we going to patch n very gud le... its so real... n don wish to wake up from tat dream... but haix... sad thing is now ii noe he once ago jio two gal... wa lao... win liao lohx... haix... why will ii like this kind of guy... haix... if my dream can really come true jiu hao... ~sad~
or else e other guy tat will let mii like him so much faster come out... ii had enough of this le... really very tirin... how can ii stop lovin uu....

really really wish to msg him now oh... but already so late le... scare fan dao ta...
really wish to msg.... but ii donno wat to msg or even scare he won reply... scare dao really jin zhang... ii seldom will lata de...
wei le ta... ii can every night stay up until very late, jus to wait for e msg he send mii in de past...
haix... really
hao fan oh... anyone have any idea....

not ii don wanna give up on him de lehx... actually nearly cheng gong de.. but ii noe myself de... now ii can say tat ii give up on him le... but when ii c him, ii realise tat ii still like him very much...
jiu like tat tym ii go play pool... end up oso donno he comin... till ii saw him, ii realise ii still like him..n feel to have a new hope again le....n even ytd wish to c him outside 7-11 after work... though ii noe its all impossible de lahx...
n actually many ppl oso nv gimme hope de... jus will say impossible de lahx... mi n him... or say he not gud or wat... actually ii noe its e truth... but onli 'ren' sometimes donno wish to mian dui xian shi.. jus wish to pian zi ji... tis actually is sometimes de mii... no choice... hahax...ii nv blame uu all or wat lahx...hahax
but ii think ii will jus stick to e same..till really no feelin or another guy appear...

ai seh... finish n lvl le... hahax... no nid to stress le oh...
nowadays nv sleep well.... gt hei yan quan n yan dai... haha... ugly liao...
but ii still don hab e mood.... really don understand abt things... donno lehx... fan fan fan...
mii wish to find one more job sia... for tis holiday nia.... but think papa won let lehx...

haa.... say abt him lehx...im going to man man de man man de fang qi le... abit by abit de let go.... though really really se bu de.... ting .. even though ii fang qi him le... but ii think mi n ta is impossible de... hahax...

for tat him , ii noe tat they break le... my xin qing very fu zha... hope he can xi huan hui mi... but ii noe impossible de... n ii noe very quickly he jiu will hab another stead le... tis kind of thing is very fast de...confirm
but even they break le, y ii still think tat no matter wat ,he still treat her better than mii... at least break le still will thank for her love n care...
nan dao 1 yr plus de ai yu fu chu dou bi bu sha 3 month + de ai??

very long nv go down cmp at nitex le... so sian... donno wat happenin liao lehx...
miss tat place...hahax... nt bcos of him den ii wish to go down de lahx...hahax.... although its one of e reason lahx... hahax.. another is bcos miss ther ma... miss jiu miss... don care... hahax....
la la la..

Fan....
放不放。。该吗？好累喔。。但又舍不得。。

hey!! v long nv update le worx.. tml goin out... maybe last tym go out b4 n lvl le bax... ii promise papa le lehx... who ask tml ii wanna go out.... ii wanna study hard..but sometimes jus will feel lazy... lazy to do.... once ii meet something difficult or something ii donno ... ii will jus give up n put aside.. if ii can treat my realationship liddat jiu hao.. den ii won b so fan at least...
ytd jus go cut my hair... hahax... okok lohx... cannot say myself v nice rite?? hahaha.... siao...
okok lahx... ii like it quite much de...
haix... at least sometime don hab his xiao xi ii jiu won think abt him... at least better sia... won b so fan...n won complain to ting n hui..hahax... but only sometimes will purposely think abt him..jiu shi wish to think... no reason why... jus v miss e past... why e fact is so cruel de... so fast take mii away from tat tym...
still don understand why he liddat... can stead with a gal...for any reason.., v fast jiu break with her le...now uu still steadin with her rite?? why all e thing gone le... really don understand uu...
though ii noe uu r liddat de... but still luv uu....

anything can say for mii?? today?? nothing to say sia...
10 of sep... hahahahahaha
ah la... ii donno le la... complicated.. ii siao liao... hehe haha hoho hehehe

Gone Le...
really nothing can be back...
emo..... sadness.... heartbroken...
don tok to me

jus finish my third paper ytd... though it suppose to be relax le... but ii feel nth... nth at all... donno why sia... oso scare my eng will fail... ii don wanna fail my eng ... if it really happen... ii jiu buang liao le...
think not long ago jus solve e problem bax... its better... kekex..
yts is 5th sep... ii think ii should not be sad or emo le... it have been so long...3 months since we break from now... ii should be sad or emo anymore le... but why ytd ii still feel so sad...very very sad... ii feel so tired... y mus torture mii... but ii still don wanna give up... hahax... sha gua... foolish bax mii.. sometimes thinkin tat... wat is inside his mind? had ii stepped into his world before?? or can ii say tat none of the time he had think abt mii bax... actually which is e gal in his heart...y he can keep on changin since last last tym... he don hab his gal de ma... though ii noe his pattern... but ii still choose to wait... jus wait...foolish bax...lolx...
sha gua...

today is teachers' day sia.... don hab e chance to find mr lee... but maybe after next week de 'n' lvl bax... today mr lee leavin early... so cannot go find him.... somemore for my class[6 confidence], onli gt mii n chey wei nia... samuel ah... desmond ah...kai wei ah... teng teng ah... n zhi xiong all nv go... all not free... actually e decimal ii nv ask him lahx... very strange lohx... if suddenly go ask him smt... strange strange...

jus now gt junior de performance sia... so sexy n nice... hee.... thinking tat ii don even get tat chance to perform liddat for teache.... actually bcos tat tym they nv ask us to perform... donno why lohx... like very sad...

jus now go cc ratatoullie...[rat-a-too-ee] donno how to spell sia ...very nice...cute...ii love it... quite fun lohx.... end up go play game.... headshot...muahaha.... hehex... jus now know abt her liao...suddenly appear...don like her... don like to hear abt her thingy sia...[don mean to be rude]hahax... n like very long nv get e chance to c gy le worx... haix...we as his fren n jie wonderin is he ok ma... hope so bax....

oh ya!! die liao die liao.... next week jiu 'n' lvl liao.... though is onli eng n chinese n ss paper... ii studied nth.... ii still go out...omg ... die die die... how....hahax...
wat ii can say now... is my heart still nv change... ii still like him...=]
haix...

haix... today nv go sch sia... sick... hmmm... ytd horx... so scary... we we we n we at cp... end up meet le wat we shld not meet de situation... end up... donno lehx... things very complicated... donno shld say not... end up ytd ii dream tat after she gua her phone, at cp, ii jiu saw her n her walkin together...but of course it is a dream sia... ii believe her la... won betray or wat de...
ii oso dream of him... dream tat he noe ii suck den many ppl ask him come ask mii how am ii feelin... hehex... so happy... onli now like nt fren liddat... impossible de... so long nv see him le sia..

very long tym nv update blog liao le arhx... hao long le worx... cos nowadays no tym sia... now at com lab... chinese period again... muahaha... ii think e keyboard is new de bax... very difficult to type sia...
haix... gy go"there" le... 2 yrs sia... quite sad sia... like gt one didi missin le...haix...
oh ya... ii get back e prelim de result.. not up to my expectation... onli e math up to my expectation...jus bcos e A1.....hahax...but my a math fail le....44 onli... very very sad... ii gt study lohx... but still liddat...
ohh... hahax... finally pass my one star de practical le... hehex... no nid so stress le lohx... sunday ii go watch the 881... very funny n gan dong sia... but mostly they talk in hokkien de...hahax...
sleepy sleepy sleepy... ii wanna go home sia... hai ya... n level comin le... sian dao...
lolx.... still missin uu... haix....

hmmm... think tat i have quite a lot to say today bax.. hahax... im full of emotional now... though happy tat jus finish my prelim... gosh... ytd study a math for 8 hours... today... OH MY GOD!!!

the paper is so difficult sia... tot tat lastly ii hav confident in a math liao... end up.... a math is nid to practice practice and practice de... after tat mii n xue on e way back home... we saw many many earthworms on the floor... cos of the rain of course.... eeee...... so er xin ...
jus now saw jie ting de blog... it looks nice sia... n interestin... see.... my blog so plain ... so many words n so borin... ii think not many will visit my blog often bax... hahax... ii don like to upload pic sia... cos no pic la actually...hehex... abit zi bei sia...

sian worx... nowadays keep thinkin thinkin n thinkin abt him... really wish to be back... rmb e day his birthday is e day before last paper for mid-year... ii was studyin for my a math in e afternoon n when out with th em to celebrate his birthday at night ... it is really a great day for mii... but too bad... its gone... think forever oso bax... he is not tat kind of person tat' change his 'shorts' , wash again den wear..''
but he is wear le jiu throw tat kind... so it means tat im e one who was thrown away... at [04/06]
... haix... miss him so much oso no use... cry again ytd ...
thinkin tat geraldine was so xin fu.. at least xin fu than mii bax...

today mornin already abit sian le... ytd nv study physics n chem much... don understand... >.<> den havin exam half way suddenly think of him... hao miss him oh... really... miss the day we hav last tym... miss 04 may n 05 may... sob sob...sob... =[

liddat nvm... my 'o' level chinese lehx..gt B3... mr ong wan A1 A2...haix... ii don wanna retake lahx... sob sob...
wat can ii do... don wanna leave... sob sob sob sob....

hey... today really fun man... kekex...
go kbox for 5 hrs liddat... one word to describe... shiok.... kekex...
im member of it oso le.. ha... funny... grow up wanna be singer... gosh... impossible lohx...
my singing so awful ... hahax fun... can sing can drink can slack... with jie jie oso can go home late...muahaha
today noe tat he once hav really really like mii... but tat tym ii stead with 'gy'...[btw not guan yu of course!!] ii donno wanna cry or laugh... omg... hahax... my fate liddat de arhx... so suay... can realli fall in love again... ??
but tis thing ii donno is true de ma... liddat lo.. hahax.... pls lahx... really if fate pull us together jiu hao...
very long nv saw ah sheng le... donno him how le horx... no hp... nv go msn... how to contact him... better still be guai guai de...hahax...hope to c him soon...hahax...

today is national day eve... wake up early jiu go sch help junior for performance le... kekex...
they so cute sia... hahax... quite fang xin to let them take over de... cos they r quite responsible... don let mii disappointed worx...
sian dao~next week de exam all stress de lehx... damn difficult lohx...
die liao die liao.... why prelim so difficult de.. b4 national day got exam... really abit... de.....
hahax... opps... kekex...

today start e prelim de first paper... chinese sia... first tym chinese first... exam format so different from 'o' level de... makes mii so confuse... ytd 1 plus den slp... end up do paper 1 half way fall aslp abt 5 mins...hahax... tml havin eng paper.... abit stress too... didi tml birthday too...
btw... tell uu first, happy birthday worx!!!
hahax... if ii nv think, ii still don realise tat mii n him break for 2 month le... if we still together, ytd jiu shi 3 month anniversary le.... haix... few more days later A n G jiu 2 month anniversary le......sob sob....
still cant forget him... really gt thousands of don wish n don wan n cannot... really...''wanna be with uu... '' wat can pull us back again... does our fate like tat jiu end le?? the thing ii onli wish is to wan hui...
wan hui e things ii hav lost from uu...
=[ wish tat one day uu will zhen xin f... i. l... w... m. and be together everlastin...

hahax... at com lab again le...
ii got a new phone le!! though its not k800i... but at least its is temporary de... next yr den change bax... better than using spoiled phone rite?? hahax...
last sunday go cycle.. really noe how to cycle le.... happy happy~ hahax... finally sia...
thx to him den ii will learn... but he thinks nth de bax...hahax... nvm la....
^^ happy jiu hao...
very very very stress lehx... next monday jiu prelim le... nv study much sia... sian dao...
till now haven study... faster pass through tis two months bax... muahaha...
faster my dreams come true bax.... =p
muahaha...

hahax...nowadays havin nitex study... sometime is with teacher... sometime is by ourselves... very fun lohx... hahax... at least gt study abit.... better than not studyin at home... if nv go out study with them horx... i sure won touch e book de...hahax... walkin in nitex oso very fun lo... jus now mii tokin with ting while we were still in msn... ting is singin lehx...
'ting!!! stop singin le oh!!!'
hahax...funny..
happy lehx... gy give him le... at least ii think tat he like e bicycle de keychain.... so happy...
thx worx gy...
strange strange de... he don like gundam le?? si mahx.... tot he still like...lolx...
nvm la.. he happy gt it... i oso happy le...hahax... ^^

didi arhx~~ jie jie really don understand wat ya tokin lehx... paiseh arhx...
sian dao~ mii today really emo... still missin him... surpise tat they are still together.. hahax...
tats wat ii think?? really bad bax... wats going on with mii... 'mii myself n ii'... oso donno...
hahahax!!' mii myself n ii' learnin e show in assembly de....
still thinkin... think think think... bcos of uu.... e short form oso... think no one know... uu oso donno bax... hahax... how foolish am ii oh... nvm la... don care... =p
omg... prelim comin le... sian dao... haven study yet ..hahax...

hahax.... hey hey... dots.. dao di wats prob wat my blog de code thingy... very blur lehx.... but then horx... fan zhen ii oso lazy go n change liao... unless someone help mii =x
donno lehx... finally change blogskin end up like tat... sian dao~~
40++days 'n' lvl jiu come liao le... die.... anything oso haven study yet sia.. mus jia you jia you jia you....hahax...
mii arhx... sian lohx... now becomin better le.. but sometime will still emo... ii will try to smile de.. =) wat e thiing tat shld not happen, happen liao oh... =O la la la~ ii donno anything... really oh....
hahax.... last sun go out horx... 11 plus at nitex den go home... end up papa wann mii next tym go home reach by 9... sad... i donn wan!!! god...ii often go out till late late de lehx... sat go sentosa... hopecan go... play play play... hahax....
ya horx... still got one more thing... my hp siao liao... sometime will auto black out... den gt crack on it liao .... sad... but ii noe one ppl can sell mii second hand de k800i for $300... can try for 1 week... if cannot can return back... donno shld take mahx... i nid a hp now !!! somemore gt memory card de... =p

我可以忍受


我可以忍受你不够爱我
我可以忍受你有别的梦
就算是编谎话哄我
至少你还在乎我的感受
我可以忍受眼神的空洞
我可以忍受你时间不够用
却不能忍受做了那么多
是她拥有我该得到的温柔
(是她拥有我没看过的笑容)

爱着你
是我改不了也不愿改的习惯
要放开哪有那么简单
了解你
是我说不出也不承认的悲哀
包容你
是我体谅的爱也当作应该

不要说对不起
原来你要的不是我
不要说谢谢你
什么你永远在我心中
can u tell me why
这样的我-你也曾爱过
不是吗……



tis is 我可以忍受 de lyrics... recently always listen n sing tis song... e lyrics very meaningful bax.... hahax... so called as ' same situation ' bax... hahax...like very long nv c him like tat le lehx... okok lohx... jus... sian.... sian dao~

hehex... sunday going to watch harry potter le...hope can get e ticket... n hope tat day can b really fun.. uu c , goin to weekend le, though happy... but all e thing like past very fast... few more week jiu prelim le sia... den jiu 'n' level... siao liao... still haven prepare yet.. oso don hav e exam de feelin... hahax.... die liao lohx....

die... a math die liao ... buang... T_T

still nth to say lehx... when my emo period will over... i still luv him... onli him...
yet he treat mii as...terrorists.... sob... heartbroken... haix.... e stupid gy lahx.. dare him when he is with tis dot dot dot... mii he jiu don wann... ii really so bu hao ma...

hey ! hahax... today jus hab my 'n' level oral examination.. haix... so stress sia... must pronounce the... ed...th... sss....... hahax... tml havin chinese de liao le... hahax... xue horx... after e examination scare... hmmm... i can say as stress till cry bax... tat kind of laugh while cryin de... hahax... ting oso stress ... donno how e paper will be for tml sia... err... stress...
do you believe abt e things said in magazine for horoscope... haix... it says today got things must settle... but nth bax... its says tat my ai qing will see abit of shu guang... but oso nth bax... hmm...hahax...
mi n him ytd finally seperate for 1 month le.... if we are still together... today will be e 2 months anniversary... but too bad cannot lo... 5 more days later will be they two de 1 month anniversary liao le... haix.... sian... wo hai fang bu kai ar... 'xin tong bi kuai le gen zhen shi...'
'a simple fren' wher r uu?? haix... gt ppl say mii like tat like him say hao ting is chi qing... say nan ting is despo... really despo mehx?? so am i chi qing or despo...?if im not wrong, despo is like flirt every boy like tat rite?? haix... suan le... nvm lo...

but... i will still be happy de... :) jia you for 'o' level oral tml!!

omg...after school reopen, all e teacher were stressin us about e prelim n actual n level... hao sian oh... feel like no tym to study all e sub... can ii jus skip through this two years and became 18?? ii really wish ii could understand all e subjects but im jus lazy to study... hao sian arhx... somemore now is my emo period... still haven over yet lehx... hahax... now even my family were stressin mii... my dad jus now jus told mii tat he envious tat one of his friend de children were all professor n donno wat thingy... i don like tis sia... they jus compare mii n others... cant he think about gud things about mii now??? im oso tryin hard to study le arhx... jus like very sian... n also,mama n papa both keep tellin mii theory wantin mii to quit kfc... ii jus don wish to quit... i nv regret joinin in... n i have a lot of fun ther... met alot of fren... learn many things ther too... jus don wish to quit now... if not will lose contact with them de... unless papa allows mii to go out anytime ... if mid-night cannot nvm... stayin in kfc... maybe oso have a chance to meet him... now i cannot be with him le... at least he treat mii as a fren tok, chat , play, ii won b so sad... wat u did now is only lettin mii disappointed... many ppl askin mii to give up on uu n find a new better guy... but once uu have stepped into my world... its hard to forget you... tellin uu last goodbye was so hurtin... seein you with another her makes mii feel so sad... even though at e beginnin i knew tis will happen , but i still choose to believe uu... ii would willin to try everything for uu.. cos uu r e first to makes mii love so much... ii jus couldnt forget e days we had spend together...

did i sometimes thinks like tat 'if i havent met uu, i wouldnt like you. if i nv like uu, i won b so hurt' ...
really loves uu so much...when can uu b back...
hope uu really tat kind of ppl tat might be possible now...

haix ... haix... i really very sian lehx.... rmb tat i have promise myself not to be so sad... not to think abt strange strange thing tat i shld not do... but when i saw his frenster n msn... i suddenly have all kinds of feelin again... very sad... its so hurt... he nan dao so ai ta mahx?? why she can do it i cannot.... i really bi bu shang her mahx... really sad... when is my turn to have my real happiness... i noe im still young... but... sad lohx.... haix... how... very fan la.. tat girl.... really so li hai ma?? now he even can put her pic or watever sai.... idiot.... idiot!!!

hmmm.... i think im comin back to normal me le bax.... tryin not to be so emo... tryin to smile... but ii wish tat no one will force mii to give up on him.... it is really xin ku de... ii will auto give up when my feelin towards him has faded or another guy appear... ya... is ii fang qi bu liao... but at e same time, is ii don wish to give up... maybe sometimes i will b really sad when ii noe things abt him n his stead or maybe bcos tat we don even wan to face each other...
hmmm... i think ii will be better de.... after a few periods of time... jus very sad lohx...school reopen le maybe ii jus work one day per week bax... cannot slack le... xp
im jus very curious... the ' a simple fren' who r uu? why uu will noe abt him de??noe tat he is a quiet guy??

how ah... in tis blog ii onli say abt sad things... ii onli noe how to say abt sad things but not happy de....

my heart breaks again...today in frenster i jus found tat he gt a new stead... he seems to like her very much... things happen can say in frenster...go out meet oso got... wat can ii do... ii really donno how le... heart breaks everyday... ii still cannot kan kai.... really... why like tat treat mii... did ii done anything wrong... haix.... like life meaningless like tat... sian...

i have nv regret for lovin you..

i will continue wait till my feelin has faded.......

haix... finally at home use blog le... hahax...
wat should i say now... really very very sad?? sad till i feel tat i really have nth better to do in e world?? i really very xin ku... feelin like cryin out again...
so many day pass le... i still feel sad... cant forget him... i have waited for 1 yr plus le... tot tat these period of tym i nv wasted waitin... can have a gud relationship with him... end up wat happen now le... break up?? though we cannot be gf bf, but now at least be a normal fren with mii, sms tok or joke?? uu promise mii de... how could a man breaks his promise...
i tot tat wat i hav done for uu, uu will really gan dong... ya... you have told mii uu gan dong le... uu hav tried to love mii but uu couldnt make it... is actually u couldnt or uu think uu find a better gal tat uu like le??
i think tat e few scars is not big matter to mii le bax... its jus onli a scars arhx... am i rite?? though its pain.. but my hearts feel more pain... 100 times more pain than tis... but i noe... its not ur fault... bu xi huan means bu xi huan.. love cannot be force... or we will not xin fu de...
tat tym ... i thinkin tat... for uu... i will try my best to learn to cycle... die die must learn... now... at least i noe abit le arhx... tat tym i think tat even fall down oso nvm... my mum scold oso nvm... when i go overseas... everyday at least send uu a takecare msg... even though it will b expensive, i will kana scold by dad... oso nvm... really nvm... but i think... now don have e chance le ba...
really don have le... i have tried my best to do wat a gf shld do... really... i really donno how le...

but... thx for e sweet memories uu have gave mii tat tym... thx...

remember ytd... cried so much.. jus a few words... actually didnt mean much.. yet i am so sad... actually really nothing de...onli lyk... really onli lyk mahx.. can change to luv ma...don avoid mi pls.. i really very scare... i don wanna ... haix... luv uu so much sia...sad... wish to be together always... will my wish come true... my god...who can help mii...
jus e few words ytd makes today de mii so mei you qin sheng... don wish to talk, don wish to eat... no mood to read n work...

see ... i really is... i can be totally affect by uu....won even smile le... later will u can down cmp mahx?? really hope uu can come... can don avoid mii ma? if u can really care mi...n msg mi...smile... bring mii home happily jiu hao...
nvm... tis is onli wat i think... hope we really can be really alright...

miss ya...

yay....today i birthday....finally le... time fly so fast sia.... waa...
happy birthday to mi.... so sad...hahax... wishin to myself arhx...hahax...
he so bad... so bad.... ytd waitin for his msg.... tot he will msg mii... i wait n i wait... yet there is still no msg... birthday without his greetin feelin so empty ... so sad... jus four words nia...i will b very very happy de arhx.... why nowadays bu li wo...bu sweet le...
e relationship must last very very very long n sweet kkx...
miss ya...
last but not least... thx to my frens.... bao bei fren worx...
ting..hui..xue...stella..dar~ ... n ping ping... thx for ur present worx...^^

Yox!! Happy Birthday to you, Wi.ni!
Happy Belated Birthday to you too... qian qian~

yesterday we [chinese dance seniors n juniors] have a great fun in dance studiio... its really very happy worx... we were celebrate qian qian n wini de birthday together ... givin them a great surprise... qian qian n wini were touched... they did cry rite?? seein them so happy, i feelin very happy too... happy happy happy!! first tym celebratin birthday for friends.... sooo happy.. excellent!!hahax... =]

before havin birthday party for them, we were havin celebration for our syf!! havin great nice pizza worx... thx ms tan!! after tat mi, hui n xue rush to cmp to get e cake, drinks n many... my duty was to get e lighter for e cake... once i think of lighter, i think of chuan chun they all.... hahahax... i went to kfc... but it is crowd in at tat tym... end up i ask uncle loh to find chun...hahax... going to back door.... end up... may, chun n dan all say i am going to smoke.... omg... how would i smoke arhx... diao ...

we stay in e dance studio till 6.30... its so late... e sch anutie rush us home too.... hahax... maybe we will be going overseas with e dance grp worx... hope really can...they plannin chalet on dec too....jia you for all of uu...

mid-year comin le.... everyone jia you.... mi too worx...

hehe...very long nv go friendster le... so sad... com spoil until now... very sian de lehyx... cannot use blog, friendster and youtube too lehx... end up at home so boring... doin nth... using com is quite fun... a kind of entertainment.. >.<


i hab a very gud very gud de news worx.... our chinese dance de SYF gt a GOLD Of HONOUR!!!
congratulation to all of you.... !! thx for all the hard works!! as a senior... i will do my best n jia you for all of u de... jia you jia you jia you!! hope you all will oso jia you for next syf... lets hab a great n gud celebration bax... kekex...

comin back le... he finally comes back le... wait for so long jus hopin tat he will come back one day... talkin , playin n havin jokes with mii... all i wan is to go back to e past... jus like tat... its enough... i will be very happy... as long as uu don treat mi coldly like tat period... can call can msg?? at least be gud fren tat can chat often??i will b very happy de... tat tym u call, i am already very happy le... no matter u zi yuan de... or other ppl ask uu to call..i am still very happy...as long as u are willing to tok to mii... tats enough ... ^^
pls... don treat mii so cold le kkx... jia you to uu too... must jia you kkx...
hahax...

gud luck to mii too...

hahax...finally can post le... my sis de com still spoil...cannot use...sian dao...
donno next tym i post is when le worx....

ytd jus finish our last syf competition le...Yay... finally can fang qing song le... but horx... last tym le lehx... sad... we hab put in our effort le... can at least can get Gold... hahax... better mahx...
or else Gold with honour... tats even even better!!
kekex...wat we hab done so much durin past 6 months hope tat chun mei lao shi oso will be happy... after syf.. i oso noe more abt juniors le... closer with them...[good good!!] though there is many other group tat is gud.. but hope we still can make it lahx horx..

nowadays so stress sia... though syf hab pass le...still hab mid-year exam n trainin sia... tired... jia you jia you jia you!!

>.<>.<
qian n winnie de birthday comin le worx... hehehe... muahaha...
T_T today so sick... hui oso sick liao le lehx... hui must quickly recover worx... cos syf comin le..
jia you for everyone for syf worx... jia you!!

hahax... mii having remedial in IT lab now... mii so da dan oh... teacher is there yet i am still writing my blog... hahax..
ytd mi, tian jie n ying jie went out together... we went to e new shoppin mall(AMK hub)
its quite fun sia... it somehow seems like a 'small' vivo... hahax... i spend quite a lot of money lehx...about $20+ bax... take eat...lunch n dinner 10+ liao le... buy earrings.. buy cute cute de ring... hahax... no money le... pok arhx... hahax..
i oso went to tampines with huiyu to return winnie's hp.. tues she left her hp with mii... n her hp go on tour with mii 3 days 2 night lehx... hahax.. funny horx... i feel so nei jiu lohx... so many ppl msg her... hp seems important to her... so sad... den she oso blamin herself lehx... hmm... nvm lahx... i return her le... kekex... be cheerful!!

so sian... sat n sun still gt work sia... he nv works... but does he n he really said that? hope it won be real... or really heartbroken... but i am abit disappointed n angry with him... i always believe tat they won like tat de... really...
my heart really hurts..

so disappointed arhx... why like tat de... to them.. i am like tat de mahx... sian... sian lahx...
why horx.. everytime ... aiya... donno lahx... really very sad lohx... sad till.... sian... i don say le lahx..
say bie de...hahax.. haix... my blog horx... aiya... don say le... nth to say today le...

ohh... finally school holiday le worx... sad lehx... still nid to go back for remedial...
stupid lohx.. 1 more marks i jiu can pass my english le lehx.....
pls...!! don anyhow tag mii kkx... especially tat Leong Lu Ting!! stupid lehx... anyhow nick... bleahx... my blog horx... not for uu to play lehx... kekex... don anyhow nick urself... or i kill uu cook curry arhx... muahaha..
i have finish watchin hana kimi ( hua yang shao nan shao nu ) so nice sia... but thay really show tat they r together will be more better lan man sia... >.< <3>

sian arhx... quarrel again... quarrel quarrel quarrel...can don like tat mahx?? very fun mehx? wanna stress si wo arhx... sometimes really shou bu liao until don wish to go home...
always quarrel... makes mii so fan n helpless... can they always be alright?? don chao le kkx... guai guai... i already so many things to fan le...
my common test lei... overall pass n fail two subject... eng n a math... for a math nan de i pass for CA ..cos of class test fail den pull down my marks le...sian... i tried my best liao le lehx...eng overall 49 lehx... if 1 more marks jiu pass le... sob... hai ...
relationship de lehx... even more fan... like de ppl don mii...last tym we okok i jui don like them... haix... why like tat... troublin over two ppl too... stupid lohx... why cant i like ppl who oso likes mi... but i oso don hab tat kind of feelin with them... really stupid lehx... scare she will fall in love with him or he will fall in love with her... really so fan sia...

why good things won fall on mii sia...

woahh... after two days de perofrmance feelin so tired... very long nv perform like tat liao le... combine with all seniors and others school... its so fun... hope we can get more chance to perform with them...and ytd nitex we perform with e pri sch kids..they looks so cute.. but aiyo.. my buddy seems don sticks to mii very often ...tis makes mii feel so zi bei.. hahax... i don hab ' hai zi yuan'... somemore ytd seniors n my fren stays in pri sch till todays.. looks fun worx...
so tired arhx.. ytd me and huiyu play till very late, end up we slp less than 1 hr jiu go sch le..den later i still gt work lehx... T_T
there is one of our fren.. i won mention who... i feel tat that person had change alot.. now is very different from wat we noe abt tat person in e past... hope tat that person will be better sooner or later...
haix...i miss mr low de dance... after i graduate, i hope tat i can go PA... but if gt ppl accompany mii go den i go... or i don dare de... hahax... after graduate bax...
i go rest lohx..

todae i feel so happy worx...common test test finally over le...somemore i oso finally pass my A math le worx... so happy... within tis two yr of learnin.... i pass le.... TWO tym nia!! hope next tym oso will pass sia...
tomorrow going to perform le...but why don hab perform de mood???is mr low de dance lehx... but i am still very happy tat still can learn dance from mr low... hahax ...so strange... all i noe is play play play!! lol...

ah xue ar ah xue... u arhx... jus finally a bit recover le... don fall sick again le horx... drink more water... if ur cough still haven recover...jiu go buy medicine kkx...take care...
ting ting... mus smile always lehx...uu sometimes looks very 'fan'... u already try ur best for everything le... jia you kkx...
hui ah ma ar... u also...hahax... smile smile smile!! its the key word...kekex... don think too abt tt le kkx.... jus try all uu can... >.<>

gtg lohx~

yea yea yea... finally tml last paper le worx... so tired studyin for A math...
i do so many question le... but still don have confident... how... always fail de lohx... i very very tired liao le worx... but still must study... sian.. i already fail english le bax...
tml A math lehx..Amath lehx..A math lehx... aiyo... hahax...hope all e subject can pass... hope lahx... i hab tried my best liao le worx...

btw horx... on thurs we change uniform lehx...so funny...very strange de lehx... kekex... hope others will not feel very very very strange... hahax.... stops here le... go orh orh le... tired..tired...

haix... wat a sad day for mi sia... sian... today test lehx... donno how to do... think will fail bax...

haix...still got many things to fan..next week common test... den something happens in my family too... jie... faster call back bax... help us... i really donno how lehx... so stressful le... like tat happen i oso no mood to study..no mood to work... n no to dance...
jus now nearly cant breath much... almost going to fa zhou again...siao liao... thinkin tat wat will happen... so mant things for mii to do... for mi to fan.... wat realli cause it to happen..."
can anyone help mii...so stress......

XD first tym creatin blog... feelin so strange sia ... hope tat it will be already quite alright ... no one teach mii -.-
kkx...shld i introdue myself ?? hahax... i am from class 4B de... but i still like my sec 1 n 2 de class...so fun...
sometimes i really donno wat kind of gal am i ...hahax...donno lehx... mi arhx..student lohx ... workin part tym too...tis yr n lvl liao..still haven prepare yet ...slackin.. tym fly so fast sia...so fast sec4 liao le lehx... why why why... hahax... tml common test le lehx... no mood to study... i still dare to sign up for blog cum watch tv ... mi abit siao le lehx...hahax...
todae horx... i jus buy a wu qui with ting ... we share de.... hahax... but we pass it to POTATO to help us yang... kekex... we think its name for very long tym... call.... zhu chang fen aka chee cheong fan... cute rite... but donno gal or boi too... aiya... going to study le worx...