omg...after school reopen, all e teacher were stressin us about e prelim n actual n level... hao sian oh... feel like no tym to study all e sub... can ii jus skip through this two years and became 18?? ii really wish ii could understand all e subjects but im jus lazy to study... hao sian arhx... somemore now is my emo period... still haven over yet lehx... hahax... now even my family were stressin mii... my dad jus now jus told mii tat he envious tat one of his friend de children were all professor n donno wat thingy... i don like tis sia... they jus compare mii n others... cant he think about gud things about mii now??? im oso tryin hard to study le arhx... jus like very sian... n also,mama n papa both keep tellin mii theory wantin mii to quit kfc... ii jus don wish to quit... i nv regret joinin in... n i have a lot of fun ther... met alot of fren... learn many things ther too... jus don wish to quit now... if not will lose contact with them de... unless papa allows mii to go out anytime ... if mid-night cannot nvm... stayin in kfc... maybe oso have a chance to meet him... now i cannot be with him le... at least he treat mii as a fren tok, chat , play, ii won b so sad... wat u did now is only lettin mii disappointed... many ppl askin mii to give up on uu n find a new better guy... but once uu have stepped into my world... its hard to forget you... tellin uu last goodbye was so hurtin... seein you with another her makes mii feel so sad... even though at e beginnin i knew tis will happen , but i still choose to believe uu... ii would willin to try everything for uu.. cos uu r e first to makes mii love so much... ii jus couldnt forget e days we had spend together...

did i sometimes thinks like tat 'if i havent met uu, i wouldnt like you. if i nv like uu, i won b so hurt' ...
really loves uu so much...when can uu b back...
hope uu really tat kind of ppl tat might be possible now...